You can skyrocket away from me & never come back if you find another galaxy

^My future home will have a fort where I can hide and read books and listen to music.

Day Ten: One confession.
Right now, I'm not sure what that would be. So give me some time to think of a really good one.

This week has been pretty good. Today felt like a Friday though, which means I'll wake up tomorrow morning thinking it's Saturday, only to come to the awful realization that I do in fact have school. Along with a physics test and the fitgram. Which is where you have to run (or walk...) a mile, test your flexibility, height, weight etc. Not very fun.

But, this weekend will be the first in awhile in which I'll actually be busy. Saturday is district auditions (I'm still freaking out, but I'm feeling a bit better about them) and Sunday one of my friends convinced me to go to a party for her church with her, which also includes me going to Bible study before. I haven't been to church since I was 5, and I'm not a very religious person, so this will be interesting. I'm also hoping, since there are a ton of kids that go to her church that maybe, you know. A cute boy or two will be there. And please, don't judge me. Because I know you all are thinking "Omgz why y u tryin to pick up boyz at church?!??1!" Well, because the majority of my friends seem to get their boyfriends from church camp. It's not my fault that things happen there. But I'm not going to look for it. I'm hoping I'll just stumble upon it on Sunday, or even eventually. Because I don't like cats enough to be a cat lady.

I'm still considering putting videos on my YouTube account. Covers of songs and such. The only problem is video quality isn't the best on my camera, and I'd have to put it on a stack of books or something since I don't have a tripod. I'll figure it out if I do decide to.

Happy last day of September everyone. Christmas is less than three months away.

My love burns bright for you with the awkwardness of a thousand nerds.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

1. :\
2. :)

"Relationships are messy, and people's feelings get hurt."

The guy from my last post? Yeah, I think he likes me. I'm not sure what to do about it, except to pretend that I'm completely oblivious to his hints when he texts me. Now I'm positive that a relationship is the last thing I need right now. And the guy I used to like? Well, in summary he's a buttface. But what else is new.

This week has been alright. I bought a sketchbook the other day, and I'm hoping that I'll get time to start drawing in it. I love art class, but not the people in it. They irritate me. But, I can't wait to take drawing next year.

District auditions are next week, and I'm flipping out. I'm hoping I'll do okay.

A conversation I had earlier this week;
"Hey, come over here."
"Why?"
"Give me a hug."
"Please?"
"No."
"Why."
"Because you're a creeper."
And then I walked away from him. I call almost every guy a creeper, but he actually is one. Jeez.

Now to end this post with a lame joke;

Two atoms are walking down the street together. The first atom turns and says, “Hey, you just stole an electron from me!”
“Are you sure?” asks the second atom.
To which the first atom replies, “Yeah, I’m positive!”

It made me laugh. :3

Sorry for the really sucky post. :P

But tell me now, where was my fault in loving you with my whole heart?

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

1. Having a talent/skill that is unique.
2. Similar taste in music as me.
3. Able to play an instrument.

The homecoming dance last week was alright. I felt lonely during it seeing all the couples, but it was alright. Later tonight I'm going to my friends house to watch Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog with a few other friends. I'm not entirely sure what it is, but they've been singing the songs from it nonstop the past week. So I'm having a bad feeling about it.

I also bought "Sigh No More" by Mumford & Sons today at Best Buy after looking at the new iPod nano (it's so freaking small, holy crap). It's pretty good. I was going to buy it the last time I was there, but decided against it because I wasn't entirely too sure. But I'm glad I did.

[Unfortunately, the rest of this post will consist of boys. Proceed with caution.]

There's this boy. And he's nice. I'm happy when I get a text from him or see him in the halls. He's kind of creepy. But I'm terrified of almost anyone touching me, so I don't think he might be all too creepy. And I'm afraid to give him a chance. Because I feel if you're going to go out with someone, you should be physically attracted to them as well. He's not ugly, but, I don't know. Which is shallow, yes, I'll admit that. But isn't it also true? I mean, personality is the #1 thing you should look for in a person, it is. You can't form a meaningful relationship without communication, great conversations. And I know he would be an awesome friend. I'm not sure about a boyfriend though. My friend told me if he asks me out, I should give him a chance. Which I should, but I don't want to lead him on. But yet I am. But I know I shouldn't. Maybe my standards are too high. Maybe I'm just a female dog. Or, maybe I'm just waiting. Maybe I'm just too afraid to go out with him because I just want to wait for someone else. But at the same time, I don't. I don't want to feel alone. But I am. And this makes absolutely no sense.

And on a separate note, what the hell does "Where's Fluffy? ;) " mean?!?