if life was so easy, where would all the adventures be?

i think im gonna try out a new layout for awhile.

School starts up again tomorrow. It's a new semester, so I have all new classes. Except for orchestra of course. I'm kind of excited. So far none of my friends are in any of my classes that I know of, except for second period. [and orchestra, of course. (;]

One of my best friends just moved so it's going to be weird for awhile not seeing him in the hall before school. He's the sweetest, funniest dude I've ever known. I miss him terribly.

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"i am kind of crazy, head over heels, leaving me breathless, absolutely, butterflies in the stomach, 100% in l.o.v.e. with you."

love [luhv]
-noun
have a great affection or liking for; a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person; affectionate concern for the well-being of others.

I think the best definition, though, can be found at urbandictionary.com:
"nature's way of tricking people into reproducing."

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"my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me."

Today I practiced guitar nearly all day, picking it up for a few minutes, playing a song, putting it back down, then doing something else for a few minutes, then picking it back up. My fingers are still sore. I also listened to music and just relaxed. I guess today was pretty awesome. :)

"I wish I were a glow worm, a glow worm's never glum. 'Cause how could you be grumpy when the sun shines out your bum!"

[i'm just me. {simple as that.}]

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Sweet Disposition

It seems like it's been so long since I've last made a post. I have a 4 1/2 day weekend, and so far all I've done is practice, clean my room, and go to the shops twice. Maybe before school starts again I'll get to see The Lovely Bones. I've read the book and loved it, I hope to see the movie soon.

"A moment, a love, a dream, a laugh, a kiss, a cry,
our rights, our wrongs."

I've been finding a lot of great bands that I've been loving, including:

• The Temper Trap
• Paper Route
• Wolfmother
• Talking Heads
• Porcupine Tree
• The Rural Alberta Advantage
• We Were Promised Jetpacks
• Mumm-Ra
• Ra Ra Riot
• Frightened Rabbit
• Dream Theater

"I find it hard to hold conversations, I get sweaty, sick, and I wanna walk away. It's not you, its strictly me in this situation. But, I’m wondering will it ever go away… just go away."

My friend gave me a Dream Theater album to listen to, "Scenes From A Memory". I finally listened to it last night, and I love it. Each song on the album tells a part of the story, it's really good.

He's been texting me a lot. I know I promise I wouldn't post about any guys, that's why this is in the smallest text size. :) He just makes me so happy. :) :) :) Plus we have another class together next semester. Yay :)

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

I've been thinking about making another blog, posting one song/artist/album that I've been loving/listening to a lot, and only posting recent discoveries. I'm not sure yet, maybe I'll start to work on that now.

That's pretty much it for right now.

"as you were sleeping you said my name. you spoke so clearly, at first i thought you'd woken. but you rolled over restlessly and mumbled my name once more, and sighed. the feeling that coursed through me then was unnerving, staggering, and i knew i couldn't ignore you any longer."

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Otherside

My New Year's resolution? To post on here more often.

So far, everything has been going right. It's the first time in awhile. I'm finally happy, and I just feel great. I don't know how much longer this feeling will last, but I hope it will stay for awhile.

So, you may wonder, what has made me so amazingly incredibly happy? On New Years Eve the guy I like texted me. That may not seem like much, but it was just so easy to talk to him, it made me like him more than I already had. He makes me feel wonderful, and that life is worth living. He gives me hope. And just the idea that he even thought of me gives me those irritating butterflies.

But, I solemnly swear I won't ever talk about boys on this blog ever again. Pinky promise.

"What am I supposed to do, take it away? I never had it anyway. Take it away, and everything will be okay."

So I plan on posting on here every day, even if it's just a sentence or a picture, even song lyrics. I missed blogging, but I didn't have the motivation to start up again. But, I thought of the new year, new mood, and this should be an easy resolution to keep.

I found a site called Operation Beautiful. I plan on posting a lot of notes this year.

I go back to school on Monday. I'm quite excited about that. Only 2 weeks left of my favorite class, then I have gym. In orchestra we'll be getting ready for UIL, and then we have our trip in April!

And... that's really it. Nothing much new or exciting. See you soon, raccoon.

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