Monday, May 31, 2010

I'm sorry, I didn't know love had an expiration date

This weekend has been incredible. Saturday I went to one of my friend's house where we continued our intense Lord of the Rings movie party. Yesterday my best friend picked me up and we went to Jason's Deli to have dinner, then went to Sonic, then saw Letters to Juliet, which is by far one of the cutest movies I've seen in awhile. We also drove around being creepers, which is always quite fun. I slept over at her house, and this morning we drove around rocking to the Goofy Goober Rock song from The Spongebob Squarepants Movie and went to the park and played Frisbee with one of our other friends. Tis been a good day, it felt as if school was over and summer was already here. :) Summer 2010, you need to come faster.

you know, only
could hug me and
i wouldn't pull away.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

you come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

"We fit together so well. It's like pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip and the way my head rests on your shoulder, the way our hands just melt into one, and the way I feel complete when I'm with you. Like the picture's finally completed and I'll never have to wonder what I'm missing.”

I decided I'm not going to talk to him anymore.

Ignoring texts.
Not saying "Hi" to him in the hall.
Not waiting for him after second period.
Smother the feeling of needing to talk to him.
Ignore the few remaining butterflies I get when I see him.
He's not close to anything special. He's not the person I thought he was.
I need to move on.
I need someone who will make me happy. Who actually cares about me.
Who won't break my heart.
I need a nice boy. Someone who will treat me nice. Treat me right. Who tells me I'm a beautiful girl and I'll truly believe him. Who's not afraid to hug me. Who has time to hang out, who wants to hang out with me. Who wants to get to know me.
No more falling for a guy without knowing whether or not he'll catch me.
It's the best thing I can do for myself. And it's probably what he wants anyway.

It's time for me to move on.

"It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart."

Sunday, May 2, 2010

sometimes you just need to dance down the aisles of a grocery store.

"A lot of people are singing about how screwed up the world is, and I don't think that everybody wants to hear about that all the time."

I learned how to play "6 Months" by Hey Monday on guitar today. Yup. :P

I really wish I had more time to practice and play. I should try to find time for that. Summer's almost here though, and so I'll have plenty of time once school's over.

I've been listening to "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot" by Brand New and "Hear You Me" by Jimmy Eat World a lot lately. Both beautiful songs.

Sorry for another lame post. :/