I realized that I write much better and much more when I'm either sad or confused. But today I'm actually happy. :) Last night I got everything worked out with him, and my friend had an amazing time at the dance. The guy she asked makes her so happy, which is really good. I also deleted about 700 songs off of iTunes that I didn't like/never listen to/were just plain weird. Today was pretty good. And I've even been posting more often. :)
When a smile has an orgasm.
"I honestly don't want to hurt you. Not one bit."
"You havent hurt me though"
"Do you mean everything youve told me? I dont mean this in a mean way, im just really curious"
"Just tell me whats on your mind"
"Okay. Like i really like you. I wanna get to know you. Really bad actually."
And then he sent me this, which made my day so much better:
"Hey I'm at work and my phone is probably gonna die. So i just wanted to wish you a great day! :-)"
Yeah. Holy crap. I've finally found someone nice, who actually cares about me. Booyah.
Hmmm.... maybe everything does work out in the end.