It sucks that the older I get, the less Christmas feels like Christmas.
These past few days have been filled with boredom and dread.
I overestimated the amount of holiday cheer giving gifts and having a boyfriend over the holiday season would bring. Maybe its because he lives so far away, and I'm not used to being more than a few hours apart during the school year. It's been a week and I miss him terribly. I guess I'm lucky, in a way. But I wish I could have spent more of the holiday season with him.
Christmas went by too fast, I really wish I could have a do-over.
But sometimes life throws huge curve-balls at you that you just have to deal with. Ones that come at the most inconvenient times.
But at least we'll [hopefully] have a White Christmas here in Texas.