Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Mad World

"And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take. When people run in circles it's a very very, mad world, mad world."

Today wasn't too bad, it only kinda sucked. I realized awhile ago that nothing would and could never happen between "us" (him and I). So I decided to like someone else, which I did for awhile. I flirted, it seemed like he flirted back and liked me. Only today, did he mention that he had a girlfriend. Yep. Their "one month anniversary" is coming up. Ughh.

So yeah, for now I've basically given up. Only for now though, until I find someone great. Which I feel like I need, I came home today and felt soo lonely, it was ridiculous. I got to see my friend again after 5 weeks though, and that was a ton of fun. I didn't realize how much I missed her until today.

I did poorly on my geometry test, I got an 82. I think I did okay though on my biology test, I better have with all of the studying I did last night.

The plant sale for orchestra is the next three weekends, I think. That should be a ton of fun. <--sarcasm. :P I plan on signing up whenever he does, so maybe it will make it just a bit better. Woah, I just re-read that, and realized that it sounds something like a creeper would say. Heh?

I should probably shut up now.

Peace. :/


•bLue-eyed sOuL• said...

82....u call it bad??

krl said...

me too.

but you first.


Cursed♪♫ said...

Seriously, u call 82 bad ???? What's good for you then :D
Anyways, I'm back!
Missed you :)

grey~eyes said...

:) the annoying thing is all my friends are like the most photogenic people ever! gahhh!

Woah, that would really annoy me if a guy did that! why wouldnt he tell you if he has a girlfriend. how tight is that! you seem like you have some seriously bad guys in your life! Poor you :(

I love that song by the way. really good lyrics.


{It isnt creeperish by the way, most people think like that! Well, i do anyway :P}

Karl said...

They might be giants are from Texas. What do you expect?:p

N a t a l i e. said...

I love the header thingy ma bobsy for your blog! And your whole blog in general, just sayin [:

Boys suckkkkkkk. :P

82 is poor? What?! That's good! Plus its geometry, thats the ickiest thing ever. Besides algebra 2 that is.

I have to admit that I'm a major creeper a lot of the time. On Facebook especially haha.

grey~eyes said...

ha, im listing to that song right now. Tis a very cool way to say horrible :)
they are quite good, i love their accents. I love it when bands sing with their accent. I think its cool, like i love the Gaslight Anthem at the moment, and he has such a fab irish accent, i totally recomend them, their song great expectations is good, but i dont really know how to explain why, it just sounds 'right' to me. And the 69 sound :)