Thursday, August 26, 2010

What if you could go back in time, and take all those hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
  1. It's very, very difficult for me to remember stuff. I have an awful memory. I can't remember a lot of facts, or quote movies even if I've seen them a thousand times. Sometimes it's hard for me to recall song lyrics even for my favorite songs.
  2. I'm only 5'1", and I most likely won't grow anymore, which I hate. [see #6]
  3. I play guitar and violin; My favorite class is orchestra.
  4. No matter how hot it is in my room, I can't sleep with my door open, and I have to have a blanket on. Because you know, if there's a monster in your room, it can't get you if you have a blanket. :P
  5. Radiohead is my favorite band.
  6. I freak out when people touch me. Like it's an irrational fear. I bit my friend once on her arm when she tried to give me a hug. And I'm small, so most of my friends love to pick me up every chance they get.
  7. I don't want to fall in love. I'd much rather be on my own. But, if I were to find someone I love and who loves me back, I wouldn't be afraid to be in a committed relationship.
  8. I can't see out of my right eye.
  9. I'm very indecisive.

I really want to go on a road trip. With no predetermined destination. To leave this place and just drive somewhere with someone I care about would be so nice. And not worrying about homework, jobs, people we've left behind, anything. Just driving away from everything. I would love that. And I think I know exactly who this person is that I want to do it with.
[I need to figure this s%#t out. And soon.]
Yesterday afternoon my friend drove me and one of our other friends home, stopping at Sonic first. It was fun; we acted like the obnoxious teenagers we are, blasting inappropriate music (with the windows up, haha), making fun of the people we know at school, and discussing how boys are all buttheads. Then after we had to meet back up at school for the beginning of year orchestra meeting, where my friend and I texted the guy she likes off of my phone. [I had his number from the trip last year. He thinks I'm a creeper now. :/]
This year we're going to Corpus Christi for our orchestra trip. It's still so far away, but I'm excited.
Tomorrow night I'll most likely go dress shopping with two of my friends. Which I'm unsure if I really want to go, but no one's bringing a date so I won't feel left out like last year. Homecomeing is only two? weeks away. So this is the last weekend we'll be able to go shopping.
Uhm, yeah. This is a pretty awesome guitar;


Smileyfreak said...

Firstly,that guitar is really cool :) I want it. No actually,I want to buy that guitar and give it someone who can actually play guitar so that it can make lovely music...and not just sit in the corner gathering dust :)

I really like your blog :)

I really like that tag yoke (the questions) I like it so much that I went to the trouble of finding it in your post and copy and pasting it onto my computer. For me,that is going to some trouble :)

I might even do it on my blog :) That would be fun!

A roadtrip would be epic,must be said. Long roads,music blaring and windows down this time xD

natalie said...

Aww, but everyone that's short is so cute and little and small! :) You just want to pick them up and put them in your pocket or something, hehe.

Oh my gosh, I'm the same way though, with the whole door/blanket thing. Even if it's like 100 degrees, those things have to happen or else it's just not right.

I'll join you on your road trip of an undetermined destination :D