Saturday, March 21, 2009

Flowers In the Window

I actually feel genuinely happy today. I don't know why, and I don't have a reason to be. I slept terribly again last night, had a whole bunch of other dreams that seemed to be meaningless, but I am happy. Which I haven't been this happy in a while. It's beautiful outside (though I prefer the dark, dreary, rainy days), but other than that I shouldn't feel this good. It's pretty nice, but it will probably wear off by later today.

Next week is going to be pretty busy with orchestra stuff. Monday we have a meeting after school for those who are going to the San Antonio trip (still can't wait!) and I think there's going to be a practice after school, I'm not sure, I'll have to check. :P Then Tuesday we have a concert to get more fifth and sixth graders to join orchestra. It should be fun. :) Then Wednesday I have a lesson after school, then I think that's it. Not much, but hey, at least I'll be somewhat busy, unlike what I have been this week.

Oh yeah, did I mention I think I'm over him?? :) Yeah, I'm pretty happy about that too. :) Though all the guys here are losers, maybe there's one that I haven't noticed yet, which I hope is true. I feel like I still need that someone here, I feel empty, like I'm missing a part of me.

But still, I'm happy. :)



childhood said...

you don't need guys to make you feel better. trust me. in my school they are all gay stinky poos! nice metaphor, huh? yep. well, love the blog. childhood is calling. hah! that was a play on words. sorta. :)toodles!

Ali said...

Yay, you're happy! Woot woot! (:

•bLue-eyed sOuL• said...

lovd ur new layout!

Jillian said...

Happy is good. All the way.
Did you make your header? Or did you it somewhere?
I love it!

aivilo relluf said...

Damn schools and their uncomfortable chairs, haha. That's good you're feeling happy :), hopefully it lasts! Your blog is really nice, I like the whole set-up of it. Have fun with the orchestra stuff! What instrument do you play?
I wish you luck with the boy problems. Moving on is a hard thing to do, especially when there aren't better guys to distract yourself with :P, I know how that goes. But congrats :).

grey~eyes said...

yay! good to see you happy again :)

I know, he is a very fab little person, he even texts me to check i have got home safe. which i know is a bit naff, but i still love it ;)


N a t a l i e. said...

Yay for happiness! (: The weather has been absolutely gorgeous out lately.

All the guys here are losers too.... but it's good that you're over whoever him is! Hopefully we'll all be able to find that missing piece of us eventually.