He keeps telling me this. How he doesn't want to hurt me and crap. And how he'd make a "terrible boyfriend" if "we decide to". Ughhh. I just love how much of a roller coaster I've been these past few weeks. I think tonight after he gets off work I'm gonna ask him to give me an answer. Because I'm tired of waiting. But I'm afraid that if I do that then it'll put too much pressure on him then he'll say we shouldn't. I'm thinking if I wait he'll say yes. But I don't want to wait, I've been waiting for too long.
"if you were a song i'd put you on repeat (: "
I think tomorrow I'm gonna try to get out of the house. All of my friends are away or with their boyfriends, so I have nothing to do. I've been looking up a lot of pictures lately, which is why now most of my posts have been filled with them.
[sometimes you gotta quit thinkin so much. if it feels right, it probably is. so just go with it.]
Yeah, spring break has pretty much sucked.
"Now I see clearly it's you I'm looking for, all of my days. So I'll smile, I know I'll feel this loneliness no more all of my days, for I look around me and it seems you found me. And it's coming into sight as the days keep turning into night